I wish I could Go out and be with guys I don’t have feelings for. I wish I could just leave and make them feel like crap just the way they do todo us. Women. We are used to this shit and we Go over and over. Dreaming The next one is going to be The good one. It’s not. I’ve done many things I’m no saint, but I’ve never broke anyone’s heart. I just can’t. And I wouldn’t. But I wish I could. Why do we fall? I didn’t even meant to fall this time. He insisted. And I foolishly believed the whole different man shit. Because we were friends and I know most of his struggles and insecurities. Then why? Why The fuck I had to meet his family?! His little niece adores me. Why “his feelings changed” so easily? So fast? WHY? And here it goes. Most men are the fucking same. Won’t say ALL, but girls, let’s be “bitches”. Its what its called. A man is like that and its just a man. We do that and we’re bitches. Whores. Then I want to be one. As my cousin/brother says (he’s the nicest guy and the only good one I know): NO ONE DESERVES OUR HEARTS.